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I cannot believe this, I’m still so angry about myself until this second.  Dua minggu lalu gue dapet interview with Bechtel Corporation dan Mortenson pada hari bersamaan.  Gue pengen banget kerja di Bechtel, soalnya itu the biggest construction company in THE WORLD, bahkan dia punya kantor di Jakarta.  Dari university gue, cuma 3 orang dapet interview, including me, so I was sooo happy.  Besoknya, setelah gue interview, gue kirim email ke dia, bilang thank you buat interviewnya.  And the stupid thing happened, karena gue mau kirim email thank you buat Mortenson juga… gue dengan begonya, kirim email terbalik… yang seharusnya buat Mortenson, malah kekirim ke Bechtel.  Isinya so totally irrelevant, dan gue thank you ke orang yang salah.. dari "Dear Ms…." aja udah salah sampe kebawah2.  Dan gue gak sadar, sampai 3 menit lalu gue ngecek email gue, dan kaget sampe jantung gue mau berhenti.  I JUST BLEW MY BEST CHANCE TO WORK WITH THE BEST COMPANY.  I’M A F**CKING IDIOT… CAN’T BELIEVE THIS MAN…

hari ini juga, gue kirim email ke Bechtel dan thank you buat interviewnya.  I’m so stupid… I don’t know how to correct this.  Gue tinggal menunggu email penolakan.  I will regret this for so long… The only way to forget this is to get as rich as possible and to remind myself later that this is because I was rejected by Bechtel.  STUPID ASS… Oh god, please restrain me from killing myself.

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